Post by Rika Nakahara on Sept 15, 2016 5:01:13 GMT -5
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DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE FOR A GIRL?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE IN THIS WORLD? FOR A GIRL?
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This was not where Rika expected herself to be. In the infirmary for almost passing out during class. This time, she wasn't sure what brought on the sudden bout of tiredness, it just suddenly swept over her entire body like a wave from the ocean and caused her to be unable to properly concentrate on the lesson that was being taught. After the last time of feeling this way, the young teen made sure to be careful not to do a whole lot that would wear her out. Her parents would definitely be informed about this. There was no doubt that they wouldn't. They weren't for the whole idea of her going off by herself to a school where her brother couldn't at least be able to look out for her but Rika wanted to be independent and not be a burden. Suppose that was a lost cause now given her current situation. It couldn't be helped and with her body trying to give out on her the way it had, it was a possible sign that the illness was slowly returning. She hoped that wasn't the case and she may have just overdid it without realizing it but she knew that couldn't be true. What else could this be? She laid there in the bed, her hands lightly gripping the top of her covers with part of her face covered as she sighed softly. She was hoping that maybe, just maybe it would wait before it happened again.
Rika wanted to get at least a good two years out of school but now ... she wasn't sure sure if that was going to happen. Right now ... she was scared. Never before had she thought much about it but if she were becoming sick again, there was a chance this time around she may not making it and that ... scared her the most. 'I'm so scared I ... I don't want to leave my family so sad. Just let this be regular tiredness, please.' She pleaded softly to herself as she stared up at the ceiling in the room, placing the back of one of her hands against her forehead. It was warm. A good sign maybe? Normally, it would be hotter than this or sometimes icy cold. She was outside today for a long period of time before going to her next class. It was possible that the weather had gotten to her. It had it's super hot moments despite it being fall but after that it would become much cooler out. That's more than likely what this was from. At the very least, she wanted it to be that reason and no other. 'I should sleep. I'm too exhausted to think right now. I'll worry myself sick if I do and Riko-nii won't be happy about that.'