THIS IS ALL PRE-SPRP, SO YES, IT IS VERY MUCH AGAINST THE ARCY YOU ALL KNOW.

You have been warned. >.>


Wrote this one after my first breakup.

Forsaken Prophecies

Is it horrible to see
A forsaken prophecy
It says to live for you and me
Can you judge what we will be?

My name to you must be like
A thousand little laughs and spites
What you say tomorrow
Will be like nothing that you think of me

So now it's mine to see
This forsaken prophecy
That says to live for you and me
And I see what we will be

Now

I see your empty eyes
As they make me traumatized
And you'll see soon I will rise
About all of your empty lies

No

I hold on
You, you're gone

It's like you're just the one
In it for just the fun

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This one was right after Steph...

Belong

I belong to the long days
Those gray and shady mornings
That spur a hazy melancholy

I belong to what grows
The woes of my family
For my life not lived in poverty


You belong to the dreamers
You beam with their pride
That you can't hide from yourself

We belong to the same ocean
The notion that we see
Is to be different to prove
A point we need not make
To take our own paths
And divide
But I want you to strive

I belong to you, my love
Our time wove together
I wish it never frayed
Can we be still alive now
Without each other's sides

I don't now about you
But if we're through
I die

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Kendall's Song.

Aeon

Tears of blood
They run from the world
That seized and ripped my eyes away
Those tears though they run
They bleed for the wishes I curled

Into my arms
These tears become charms

The world is light again
Though I can't see a thing
Since the trauma of way back when
These eyes gone now
My ears do ring
The bell, it tolls for Aeon

Can you hear me, love?
Can you feel me, anger?

I may be sightless
But I won't rest
Until the evil that robbed me
Is put to the test

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I honestly forget why I wrote this.

Survive

To sing the great joys of life
To make right and end blight
That's what I strive for

How in my world we hurled concepts
We thrashed and trashed ideas
We learned what we'd die for

Acidic suggestion and empty confections
Force the mind to pine for a time
We know what to be alive for

Can you taste the waste your life's been for?
Does it hurt to think of more?
Please tell me you're not giving up

With that poor hurt soul that I'd cry for

I'd give it all to see you rise above
I'd watch you pass the rest
Just trust that you're the one I would die for

Put me to the test
I'll show you what's left
You'll now that it's you I'd survive for

Can you see me bleeding out?
Do you know it's all from doubt?
Is it really you I'd die for?

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This one was after the SECOND Steph breakup

DeJaVu

Dejavu
The blue sky reminds me
Of what I want to be
The sea flows in a way
That is predictable today
I've seen it all before
In my dreams, on the moor

Dejavu
Wandering memories of things
Happening tomorrow
Cloudy skies pass me by
and my mind flies in wonder
Why I need to ponder
This future memory

Dejavu
My mind sees only dreams
They seem to mean destiny
That premonition night
That sets my mind alight
In a fire of of knowing what comes
I'm like the ones who have

Dejavu

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Again after Steph

Mask

The only me this world sees is the one that's invincible

But here inside
Those bright eyes that die
The person they hide from the outside world cries

To feel alive
To do more than survive
This me you see is a doppleganger

Don't pray for me now
This sin is my cowl
This mask is untraceable like a mighty owl

I'm alive
I'm surviving
But with this mask I'm slowly dying

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This one was for Rin, but I never had the guts to show her.

Conditions

It's a rough story
At least, it is to me
Of a boy, a girl and a distance
So vast it's hard to see

Like a fool, he loves her
Like a child, he hides it well
She's like his long range lifeline
She's bailed him outta Hell

He tries to be her angel
Hell, sometimes he is
She's wrapped up in distress
He's wishin' it away like this,

He don't care to ask the sky to give him his wishes
No, he takes it down to earth
Like the man he's fightin' for her against
He's got the will
She's got the way
But he's a coward
So it's sad to say

She may never be his
But he won't stop lovin' her
No matter the conditions

See, I told you it was sad

So let's see it from her end
She's working a dead end
And she's on the edge of jobless every day

Her job's weekday and weekend
And she floats her boyfriend
Who don't even love her

She's hurting somethin' fierce
It's like the man she's with has pierced
A beating heart clean apart

She's got the will
He's got the way
But she don't know
So it's sad to say
He may never be hers

But she's a loving friend of his
No matter the conditions

They may never be together
But they love each other in their own special way

No matter the conditions

You wrote Survive after Anette lost her boyfriend. Why did you not post Silver-Tongued Ghoul?